Fighting

Fighting....the words........the raising of ones voice.....

Why am I scared of it? Well I've had my parents fight over and over again. I've constantly heard their raised voices which causes me to shrink in fear and even cry. So because of this when I watch a movie that has fighting in it, I grow very uncomfortable because it reminds me of the many arguments that my parents have. Sometimes I wish we could all get along, but that is not so. Now it almost feels like I have a phobia of fighting, wow I really wonder what that's going to do to my future husband. If we get in a fight, I may just break out into tears and not even try to get my point across if his voice is raised. See what happends when parents don't control themselves in front of their children? They grow afraid of them.......
Another question: Why most society fight? It is because we are so geared toward getting our point across and always being right. So why can't we settle problems peacefully and not have to raise our voices when one is angered?

Fighting......words......raising one's voice: fear

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okay since my journal is like all messed up since I have to redue certain things to get it in order, I'm just going to do this entry here. So after watching Full Moon (anime) I have alot of mixed feelings. That anime is just so sad in certain areas and it's made me realize some things. Like Mitsuki I fear dying, it scares me because I'm afraid it's going to hurt and stuff. Also I have no idea what to do about the future. I have no idea what I should study in college and I'm going to be in college soon. I don't want to leave high school because college will be a totally different experience with people ranging from 18+ age. Also I feel really down since I only know like 4 guys who would be considered close enough friends to go with to a dance. And they all practically got asked. I wish I knew more guys so I could actually go to dances, my friends all around me get to go. Am I just cursed? Plus this school year is going by too fast, I feel like I haven't even lived it. And it's all going to go away in a blur. I don't even want to study as much for homework because all I want to do is watch anime and be left alone. And yet I have a C- in stupid college writing class because he grades hard. I wanted senior year to be a peaceful year, but that is not so. I'm also slacking off in my artwork. I'm tired of having 3 different teachers for high school. I want to have just one teacher. I don't like finally getting to like the teacher and then having to say goodbye to them for someone else. It's so hard. Junior high was so much better, why did high school have to turn out this way?

Advertisment oooh so evil

Okay I'm having troubles concentrating writing this for my english class in word so I switched here because my brain can concentrate on analytical things here. So anyways here we go it's an analytical blog! Yay!

The American culture is obsessed with being young. This idea is shown in the advertisement where the company selling the product is playing on America's fear of growing older and not appearing vibrant. They do this by showing a woman with no wrinkles in black and white with the words, "Get 10 years back," and by advertising the product Roc, a deep wrinkle night cream. Thus, a woman will be drawn to this page since the advertisement is not in color which grabs here attention, and it is directed toward her because it depicts a lady. Also, since the phrase, "Get 10 years back," is bolded it further grabs the woman's attention since it's black, and she will want to know what will give her ten years back. Therefore, the combined affect of the image and the phrase causes the woman to further explore the advertisement which will lead them to see that the product Roc does help you minimize wrinkles since the lady doesn't have any.

Wow I worked on the paragraph for a long time. Why does it always seem like I get writer's block when I do homework? hmm might be something else to analyze. wheeee