Japanese language

Weird, it seems like I can't write today. But I'm trying; so here's another idea to write about.

Why do I like the japanese language so much? Well I feel drawn to it because I've watched alot of anime in japanese. As a result of that I have become accustomed with some phrases and words. So by constantly hearing these words it makes me want to learn the language since I hear it so much and wish to watch the anime without subtitles. Also just the way some words are prenounced in japanese gives my tounge and mouth a thril because they have an awsome sound to them. I mean just saying: mayoi nagar demo ii aruki deshite, mou ikkai, sound awsome!! I just like it because it's challenging and thrilling to say since it's a new and different sound then english. (this japanese sentence I said means in english: It's okay to get lost in the process, begin to walk one more time).

Also because english is my first and only language I feel interested in learning another language. Why? Because, by learning a language I would begin to more understand the japanese culture as well as understand their speech. Therefore I could connect better with them and in return understand their anime and stories more.

So of course japanese is awsome!!! Just try to prouncounce this:

Aishi aeba wakareyuku
Sonna de ai kurikaeshita.
Kioku fukaku tesaguri de
Amai kage o motomete wa

I can taste the sweetness of the past
Doko ni mo anata wa inai kedo,
I'll be alright,
Me o tsubureba soko ni
Kawaranai ai o,
I believe

Or you can go to www.youtube.com and type in Inuyasha four seasons and watch/listen to it!

The Future

Wow I actuall thought of this before doing it today. The thought came in a couple days before and I'm going with it. Yes the future......what does it hold?

Why am I so afraid of the future and to grow up? Well the future is always uncertain, so I don't know where it'll take me. That uncertainy causes me to fear the future. This is because I don't have a goal in life of what career I should pursue, so as a result of that I feel lost. This is why the future scares me. I feel as if I'm going to become nothing, and that I'm just going to wander around forever and not have a clear idea of what I should become in life.

As for growing up I fear change and doing new things. I've always never really liked change because I feel safer and more comfortable in an environment that I'm used to. People are usually ones of habit of things staying the same so it's natural that I would not like change because it disrupts my lifestyle and causes me to act in a different way. Also when someone grows up they have to experience new things that are closer to adulthood, like a drivers license and going to college. See doing these new things causes me to fear growing up because I like staying a teenager where I can still dream and act like a kid if I want to. Growing up would mean that I would probably eventually have to stop some of those kidish things since I'd be an adult. Therefore I do not really want to grow up and experience new things because I fear them.

So hopefully one day I can figure out what job I should go into and that may ease some of my unease of the future.

Animals!!!

yay more random thoughts to write about! ;) Well this was the only thing I could think about since I've already done my rabbit.

Anyway so why do I like animals? Well one reason is the pet's fur. When I touch fur because it's so soft, I react to it in that I become relaxed. I think it may be one of those socialical stimulants that cause someone to relax and enjoy it. So because the fur is so soft I relax and therefore I really enjoy petting an animal or in this case my rabbit.

But I think one of the reasons I and other people really like animals is that they are different. What I mean by this is that animals don't care what a person looks like just as long as they are the pet's friend and give them food. See pets except any person in the world and because of this excepting nature people tend to feel special around animals. Thus this is the reason why people like animals, it is because of their excepting nature and that animals will listen to anything you have to say even though they can't talk back.

Another reason is that animals are mysterious. By this I mean that they aren't human so they can't speak our language. Thus because of that humans are naturally drawn toward animals in hopes of understanding them better.

There are of course many more reasons of why we like animals because who could resist something so cute! (hehe ;)