The World is changing

Much of what once was is gone. Fading away from memory.
My world is constantly changing against my wishes. I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will be at peace and not have to feel like I'm hanging on, fearing a fall. I don't really know where I'm going either. Endlessly trudging on... Time is ticking, slipping through my fingers, never stopping.
I wish I didn't feel so anxious at work, had more confidence.
I wish I knew what major to invest in.
I wish I had a drivers license.
I wish I wasn't worried.
I wish I was at peace.

Time, time. So little time. The adult world appears dull. Where has the magic disappeared to?
The ticking of a clock. Time...