Nervous

Okay so this is just a quick blog to get my feelings out. I'm scared and mad because I requested for time off so I could attend Anime Banzai, but my work denied it. I really hope I can get it off which means I have to talk to my manager today, and hopefully she is there. I'm just scared that if she won't let me have it off then what am I going to do? My next bet would be to ask others if they could take my time, but we don't have schedules up yet, so there's no way of knowing. It just seems stupid. The only time that I'll ever ask for time off is those two days and I'm rejected. Everyone asks for more time off then I do. It's just so stupid, so I guess I'll just have to go in there and figure it out. *sighs*.