The Future
Wow I actuall thought of this before doing it today. The thought came in a couple days before and I'm going with it. Yes the future......what does it hold?
Why am I so afraid of the future and to grow up? Well the future is always uncertain, so I don't know where it'll take me. That uncertainy causes me to fear the future. This is because I don't have a goal in life of what career I should pursue, so as a result of that I feel lost. This is why the future scares me. I feel as if I'm going to become nothing, and that I'm just going to wander around forever and not have a clear idea of what I should become in life.
As for growing up I fear change and doing new things. I've always never really liked change because I feel safer and more comfortable in an environment that I'm used to. People are usually ones of habit of things staying the same so it's natural that I would not like change because it disrupts my lifestyle and causes me to act in a different way. Also when someone grows up they have to experience new things that are closer to adulthood, like a drivers license and going to college. See doing these new things causes me to fear growing up because I like staying a teenager where I can still dream and act like a kid if I want to. Growing up would mean that I would probably eventually have to stop some of those kidish things since I'd be an adult. Therefore I do not really want to grow up and experience new things because I fear them.
So hopefully one day I can figure out what job I should go into and that may ease some of my unease of the future.
Why am I so afraid of the future and to grow up? Well the future is always uncertain, so I don't know where it'll take me. That uncertainy causes me to fear the future. This is because I don't have a goal in life of what career I should pursue, so as a result of that I feel lost. This is why the future scares me. I feel as if I'm going to become nothing, and that I'm just going to wander around forever and not have a clear idea of what I should become in life.
As for growing up I fear change and doing new things. I've always never really liked change because I feel safer and more comfortable in an environment that I'm used to. People are usually ones of habit of things staying the same so it's natural that I would not like change because it disrupts my lifestyle and causes me to act in a different way. Also when someone grows up they have to experience new things that are closer to adulthood, like a drivers license and going to college. See doing these new things causes me to fear growing up because I like staying a teenager where I can still dream and act like a kid if I want to. Growing up would mean that I would probably eventually have to stop some of those kidish things since I'd be an adult. Therefore I do not really want to grow up and experience new things because I fear them.
So hopefully one day I can figure out what job I should go into and that may ease some of my unease of the future.
posted by Sorano18 @ 6:46 AM
1 Comments:
At 7:45 PM,
The Last Popsicle Stand said…
Yeah the future is pretty scary. Too bad we don't live with Peter Pan in Neverland where we wouldn't have to grow up. But hey I still think you should get your driver's license. Even if it makes you older it gives you power!! Can you feel the power? Power!! Power!!.. um nevermind... sorry about that I get obsessive with that word. But yeah you're right the futre and changes are kinda scary. But then again some changes are good to look foward to like...Schools almost out!! Summer!!Whooo hoo!!
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